This book describes much of Catherine Brown’s childhood, the path she chose as a teenager that took her away from Jesus, and then her journey as a young adult back to God the Father.

It’s about the ravages of addiction and how God rescued a worn down, battered young woman from hopelessness and a lifestyle of deception. It’s reality TV without the TV. It’s passion and pain. It’s fear and faith. It’s rejection then acceptance. And above all, it’s about His love!

Avoiding any sense of sensationalism, Catherine recalls and recounts a story of pain and humor, trial and error, depression and joy. Every story, like every life, is unique. Yet, we gain so much as we encounter a life that is shared.

Although this book does not set out to "teach," one cannot help picking up truth, or "seeing" old truth from another angle. Catherine’s discovery and rediscovery of God will touch your heart and challenge any temptation that wants to settle for mere religious observance. For too many, following Jesus has become a hobby that must "fit in" with life.

No matter what your age is or what stage of life you are in, this book will stimulate your memories, your mind, and your heart. Read and enjoy!

1. Who Am I?
2. The Road of Rebellion
3. Getting to Know Dad
4. A Jesus Freak?
5. Facing the Brokenness
6. Only When it Hurts
7. The Birth of a Worshipper
8. Glory and Groaning
9. Divine Romance
10. Learning the Lingo
11. Scotland the Brave!
12. I'm not a Spiritual Snob
13. Prophetic Beginnings
14. The Internet
15. Blunders
16. Costly Blessings
17. The Children
18. All the Young Dudes
19. Revival
20. The Commission